Bücher von Hedonist

For months we've been exchanging emails and messages, Darryl and I. And every day I've fallen a little deeper and harder. He doesn't know it, but he's not just my writing coach and I don't just happen to be a fan of his work. He's my man. My world. My everything.Today, we're meeting for the first time at a conference, where I'll tell him exactly how I feel. I'm confessing all those emotions he's inspired. All those desires, which have driven me halfway to madness.Because, I haven't held up my part of the deal. Instead of waiting for his confirmation, I've been spying on him. From all the way across the dining hall, I've watched him gorging himself on the buffet until he simply couldn't eat any more and looking more and more ashamed about it. And I wondered, has he sensed my desperation and is he looking for a way out? Is that why he cancelled our date with his last message?Or is this him, screaming out for compassion; for someone to understand? In case it's the latter, I've got him covered. I'm going to show him exactly what he means to me one way or another. Ideally, hard and unprotected.This explicit love story features a depressed ssbhm (supersized big handsome man) who can't seem to leave the buffet alone and his stalker-level obsessed admirer who really just wants to love him for who he is.

Ever since I moved into my new flat, I've been obsessed with my neighbour to the right, Eric. Every time I leave my front door, I hope to bump into him. And whenever I'm at home, I wonder what he's up to in the apartment right next door to me and if he thinks about me too.'Fat' doesn't quite cut it; he's huge. Tall and broad enough to fill up the whole hallway when he walks by. With a kind and handsome face and gentle brown eyes that I could spend a lifetime losing myself in. He has a sadness hanging around him, though. Perhaps that's what fascinates me most. He's a tragic mystery, just begging to be unraveled.Today, after cooking up a plan to invite him over for a meal, perhaps I'll get the chance to do just that. Uncover who he really is, beneath that huge and slightly glum exterior. Figure out if perhaps we can be neighbours with a whole lot of benfits instead...**This explicit love story features a shy & inexperienced ssbhm (supersized big handsome man) and a slightly less shy ffa (female fat admirer) who can't wait to seduce him with a mountain of festive food, before taking all he's got to give, hard and unprotected.

Life as a professional cuddler seemed so simple. I love giving hugs. I live for physical affection, so why not make a living out of it?But when my services are booked by big man Jamie, who needs help with even bigger issues, I realise that I might have bitten off a little more than I can chew... As he starts to open up about himself, the lines between profession and passion blur beyond recognition... I've never been with a man as big as him, but now, I don't think I can get enough. Before we know it, we're doing a whole lot more than just cuddling...This explicit love story features a shy virgin ssbhm (supersized big handsome man) and an assertive ffa (female fat admirer) who can't wait to take all he's got to give; hard and unprotected.

Every day I watch her. Every day a little more of me dies.The girl in the flat cross from me has been making my life hell. For two weeks now, she's been parading around in various states of undress, with the curtains wide open. As if she doesn't know I can see. As if she doesn't care.I can't think straight anymore. She's pushing me to the brink.Does she not realize I have feelings and urges too? Am I not a man? All four hundred pounds of me.This can't go on. I can't take it. One way or another, I must deal with it. Hard and unprotected.This explicit love story features a frustrated ssbhm (supersized big handsome man) who can't stop looking and a total tease of an ffa (female fat admirer) who just can't get enough.