A Vampire's Treasure

Who would have thought convincing your vampire lover to turn you would be so difficult?
Devon was supposed to make me a vampire a century ago but I was murdered before he got the chance. Now he has all this opportunity and he keeps putting it off, I just need to figure out why.
Devon is the love of my life so why do I feel pulled to Charles who just won't leave me alone?
Charles comes to the library every night determined I will fall into his arms and his bed from the power of his dashing good looks alone. I want to say not a chance in hell but somehow, I find myself strangely drawn to him.
I know where my heart lies, but can I follow my heart knowing that it could cost the lives of everyone around me?