I Pucking Hate That You Love Me

I vowed I'd never give my heart to a man again. I learned my lesson the first time. But then Jameson "JJ" James came back into my life. When we started working together, he became a huge problem.
Not only is he on my "Don't fall in love with him again" list, but he's also sitting pretty high on my "I still hate you, but I also still want you" list. But I can't date him again.
It doesn't matter how good-looking he is with his green eyes, bitable ass, and heart of gold because when we were eighteen, he broke my heart. He smashed it to smithereens and left me to pick up the pieces. But now he's back in my life and wants another chance.
I pucking hate that you still love me, but I think I still pucking love you too ... I'm so pucking screwed.