God in the Midst of Reckoning Forces

Each of us on the earth are here for a reason. God calls upon each of us to fulfill our purpose before we move on to our final home.
Many are confused about their purpose, and should pray and ask for God for a revelation. I also searched for certainly of purpose. Why was I here? I prayed and was given many subtle signs I ignored. When the signs became stronger, I listened which led me to write this book. God wants us to share our trials and tribulations to show how he is in the midst of everything.
Although my life was satisfactory emotionally and financially, I longed for my Godly purpose in life. At the age of sixty-nine, I finally became aware of God's will and I surrendered to his will to write. I recognize there are so many people with greater stories to tell, but I think God chose me because I am a very average person, living an average life.
Do you ever look at people and think, What a great life they have? You may even wish you were in their shoes, but don't. Behind closed doors, everyone struggles. No one leads a picture-perfect life, but God knows all struggles and He is there waiting for us to ask for His help.
In my poetry, I share my struggles. Curl up and as you read witness my "behind closed doors" trials. In each, witness how God showed up as He will for you also. You may laugh, cry, or be shocked. I'm OK because God has already judged my situations and offered his forgiveness. Every sin wiped away, to God be the glory.